I-Am-Bleu

How are you doing? I am doing fine. 
I have not that active here because I been on vacation visiting a friend and a lot of time was preparing for that and of course afterward. 
Basically, I been a Bizzy bee whits is good. I am pretty must recover from my burnout. 
Of course its still is there watching in the shadows, there are still things I have to learn but I am getting better in balance things and making decisions that make me feel good. 
I working less on my normal job just now for example now, so I could focus on the things that I am passioned about. 
Whits is creating and making art. 

So sorry for not posting must here. But now things are getting better I do plan to post here more too. 

Here is more an explanation of my social media if you are interested in following me: 

You can find my art here (final pictures and sketch dumps):
Deviantart : i-am-bleu.deviantart.com/
Tumblr: i-am-bleu.tumblr.com/

Shop, life, and work in progress updates: 
Twitter:twitter.com/i_am_bleu
Etsy: www.etsy.com/nl/shop/Iambleu
Instagram: www.instagram.com/i_am_bleu/

I am open fore commissions. 
Just look here fore al the info: 

Hey everyone, how are you guys doing? I have vacation now so I thoug its time fore a new journal. I am wanted to give you guys a bit of a update. (please don't mind the grammer)

I started to get in my creative groove again. Specialy whit some new life in to beyblade, whits really helped.

My friend set up a discord (I am a mod there) so if you like the old fasion serie and want to chat and see creative stuf just look at this journal my friend make to see how it works:
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My burnout situation I can say it stable but not yet recovered, 
There are just some things that have to change so it won't come back as I experince. 
Like I going to look in to my work hourse to see if I can work less and still pay the bills. 
I really notist doing somthing that give me more engery but cost mabey more time is a better drive fore me of doing less work but get drained a lot. But I have to keep my adminstration up to date to see what is posible. 

I always been someone that is driven by pasion. If I don't have that or a goal to work to there is no way I can keep it up. I always been the one that want to please others but now more than ever I want to do it in my one way. And not what people expect form me to. 

I have to thank everyone who support me. This is by sharing, commented or even buying somthing in my etsy shop. This really helps a lot and it makes my heart smile. 

There are some work in progress if it comes to new items in my etsy shop and one thing I really want to do is stand on a convention next year. Just to see if I like it
I have a bit to draw list so I won't be bored fore a long time. 

Alsow I do want to open up commissions too. I really injoyed the last commission I did (still have 2 to go) But I really missed drawing it. I will make a post soon off new prices and options fore that. If you can't wait fore that you can always send me a note. 

GIVEAWAY!
Because my Etsy shop is now 2 years old I do a giveaway. This will be a mystery bag. In my mystery bag there will be:
►6 x 22mm buttons
►1 x charm or charm wiper
►1 x handmade sticker
Look fore more info on my instagram i_am_bleu if you want to enter.

www.etsy.com/nl/shop/Iambleu

First of all, I am so sorry fore not inuf comunication to you all about my situation. It hit me hard but now I can talk about it whit a more clear mind. 

(please don’t mind the bad grammer) 

Some people mabey know but at the moment I am recovering from a burn out. That my boddy didn’t wanted to function was end of januari. I did recover a bit but felt right back and even harder 2 a 3 weeks later, at a point I couldn’t do anything. I waked up tired and when tired to bed and I hardly did anything. Most of those days I could only do 3 things like doing the laundery and I was done fore the day. 

My burn out is mostly work related (my normal job) that give me like 2 years every day stress. it took most of my energy but I didn’t got anything back really. 

I talked to a lot of people who have been having a burn out bevore. I have seen some peoples reall faces and see who are the people who care fore me and who don’t and take energy. It was not that I didn’t know but it made a lot of things more clear. And added some changes in my life, till now I am more happyer state.

I picking things up slowly that makes me happy and give me engery. My heart and soul is in drawing so bit by bit I will be doing it more. And doing things fore my etsy shop gives me a lot of joy too.

I am still recovering and I am not on the level I want to be.j So if it seems I don’t draw muts you know now why. You have no idea how many things I want to draw, I just can’t draw it all in the state I am right now. 

If you have questions or anything you can always ask. 

Thanks fore reading 

Gr. Bleu <3